20091020

HeavyHearted

It's been a need for an update: So quickly I will hammer on this keyboard what is being meditated upon.

It's time for renewal. I've heard the call and said the words but there's a lack of action. This is becoming a mending process.

planning: there's many ideas, thoughts, visions that have been placed upon my mind/life. Whether or not it's time to share is not clear so I will say this.
There's a new movement developing within this city that is insane and probably too big to handle or understand at this point. However, the purpose and outcome will be fruitfull.
The writings will start again for I have received confirmation that messages need to be told from me. Things that the Lord has been speaking to me to get done but out of hesitation, fear, and worry I have sat back and let them sit there.

My soul purpose for writing this message has just slipped my mind as it's now 2 am and i'm exhausted. But I will plan to write and record messages on here.
Those 1 or 2 people that actually follow this may be able to hear.

I will say I have reached a new cycle and began a new maze. I've been so nervous to share and so quiet and reluctant to be happy that i've forgotten my purpose. The night has had amazing flaws and things I did not want to hear but realizing they're things I needed to hear is what is more important.