CROC

Why is it all about bringing the world together, bringing people together, setting aside differences. UNITING, Becoming one.... Interesting.. This all sounds so good, sounds a tad too good to be true doesn't it... ONE WORLD. It's the end
The freaking END and noone can see it. I ran into countless people at work last night discussing it. 3 people who weren't even Christians mentioned. This is the end and that it's even been written in "the book". How odd that so many people are understanding that it's truly here. Then again people have been saying it for years and jumping to conclusions... But when in the past has sooo many people come into agreement about the same things. So many others eyes have started to see what I've been seeing this whole time.
righteousness, new beginning, white will do what is right??? CROC
there's so much more I have to say.
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We've gotta be ok even when we can't be Ok

So the last few weeks have taken a big impact on me. The realization that I am practically standing in an open field watching everything I want float away like the dandelions drifting on. As if my flower is falling apart; I realize, however, nothing will put those pieces back together the same way. Nothing will fit back into how I want it. We have all heard "there's a plan"; some sort of plan for our lives. Each and every person has a mapped out life... So no matter what you want nothings going to go YOUR way.

What kind of crap is that? If we have desires but can't fulfill them why do we have desires?

Things grow as seasons change. This means us as well. Our desires changes as well. Each desire is increased with what we surround our lives with. What we let consume us is the outcome of our path, our thoughts, our desires. If we are constantly filling ourselves with a bunch of junk we're only going to end up walking in circles looking for a path. I'm not going to say that EVERYONE is following what the media is sharing or what others are doing. But most are obviously following something. Whether it be the main stream media or underground anti-media. Someone is telling you what to feel and what to think. With that being said not only is there plans for our lives, plans for our money,etc... But Realize this: There's plots against your lives. To find our weakness. To drive us into destruction. Now this may sound like "conspiracy theory", and it may be to most.

However, I've found myself down the path's quite a few times. I have dug myself to points where it's almost unbearable to return. Granted we all go through phases but, It's more than phases. It's a force that isn't so great to feel. It's a force that makes one feel like they are nothing, makes one feel worthless, pushing and pushing until there's no return.
It's almost like once we're so far away we turn around and think "how on earth can I be accepted as that again"; so in return we continue on and quit taking steps back.

I could simply put it "It's time to start thinking for ourselves".
But, that's been said and done repeatedly.

We need to do the following: Examine what's breaking us, Examine what's making us turn, Examine what leads to thoughts that will lead astray. Not just thinking this time but DOING. I'm done seeing myself and others pitter patter around the suggestion box constantly dropping in how to change a life if we can't change our own.
- Pro 19:27 Stop listening to instruction, my son, and you will stray from the words of knowledge. -

Gaining knowledge is one thing. But, putting knowledge into actions and organizing our lives is a completely new step. I was listening to another speaker and his words came into effect as I listened to a man named Joshua speak.
There's a new fast i'm going to take upon myself. In order to get past the mindset of failure, depression, despair , etc... my list of negativity can go on & on. But it's today that it ENDS.
Getting away from others, Getting away from the books and visions that create all those negative things. And regenerating myself.
staying away from technology is quite a tough thing to do in this day and age. Especially for my life. I depend on my computer always being here and being able to turn on and function.
Now it's time that I put it to sleep and turn myself on so I can function in a new name, in a new world, in a new word.




I've been discussing a lot lately with various people about how deep we are into 'end times' and many are actually realizing it. Our government is ridiculously corrupt and now bringing us into further destruction within the new years. However, that's a new topic.
This talk has made me realize even more I'm not one bit prepared. My life has been preparation for future, Things that I can look forward to. No preparation for what is now, no thoughts ever to what is now. I've lived my life for the future and living in the future that I've taken not one blink to what is NOW. My mind is constantly 10steps ahead of what I'm actually doing. I need to rid myself of that and prepare for the 10steps as well as thinking about them.



Lots of new listenings

Currently Listening:
As Cities Burn
Leeland
TheCure-Japanese Whispers
Daft Punk-Discovery

Current Viewing:
5cmPerSecond

Focal Point Spiritual Power

*edit*the end of the words were cut off so it looks funny oops*edit*

I did speak fairly fast so here’s some things I was trying to get across..



Isa 45:22 "Turn to me and be saved, all you ends of the earth; for I am God, and there is no other.”
-no matter where we are if we turn to God for everything we shall be saved.


These next verses just say so much.
1Cr 2:2 For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.
1Cr 2:3 I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling.
1Cr 2:4 My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power,
1Cr 2:5 so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.
-We shall only preach the life of Jesus and why he was crucified; For the purpose of questioning this life. He and Only HE can rescue. We shall not force any idea onto someone. As it says in Romans 14:11 'Every knee will bow before me; every tongue will confess to God.' There’s no way to force his power because every person will realize who God is and those who do not commit will regret.


It was hard to understand because I stutter a little bit. But it mentions how the church is being criticized and I agree because it still is. Based on the fact that many churches still rely on the religious law for the redemption instead of relying on the Cross for Redemption.


The most disgusting thing is I see those types year after year. Throughout the news and even when I am at cornerstone. The protesters just get worse and worse. More religious, and more religious. It’s ridiculous and scary to think those types of people have no idea what kind of life they’re actually living.


Anyway, I know it’s a message preached over and over but I love the way Oswald put it and just came out to say it.

MERRY CHRISTMAS
*remember reason for the season ;) *

ToWhomITmayConcern

I regret to inform you | I am but a mere man | I am but a sinner walking upon destroyed lands | I’ve slipped and fallen more times than can be repeated | I may lie silent | but I’m drowning in truth | I’m warped in forgiveness | I may lie motionless | But I’m running faster than ever before | With this hand I shall pay respects | And wallow in sadness | Do not hide your fears | Do not hide regret | For your end approaches faster than imagined| It's not an extinction but a cleansing of the land
-from the writings of JustinTerry-

motions

Let us not be going through motions. being clones of another that we've seen. So many of us out there are just portraying exactly what we've seen. From the way we talk, the way we sing, the way we walk, even the way some "worship" is just exactly like someone they've seen.
We're supposed to be AUTHENTIC people... So break down those ridiculous habits and forms and realize your true identity. I'm not saying everyone's a follower but in a way I am. Argue all you want but someones done "that" before you... whatever the "that" may be it's been done.
Become authentic. stop your impressing nature. cause in all honesty no one cares. and no one cares about your self-righteous B/S... Be freaking real man.


and of course my posts won't be what they are without videos: and I can't decide on one so here

(God, please have MERCY on me!)





-So close to your heart LORD, Here I am God, Draw me into you!!-
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I really just want to sit down with someone right now.... I want someone to be here... Loneliness freaking sucks
I may have a spirit here but it's not enough
this isn't fair!